Debut novel · Out now in paperback

ShadowsofSmiles

Trust no one. Betrayal is closer than you think.

On the Sabarmati Riverfront, a man sits every evening turning a river stone in his hand. His diary tells the rest: a life of working honestly, giving generously, and trusting completely — until the people closest to him turned that kindness into a quiet weapon.

Format
Paperback
Pages
228
ISBN
978-93-7426-004-3
Publisher
OrangeBooks
Front cover of Shadows of Smiles by Hiren Patel
Back cover of Shadows of Smiles
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A story that names what you have been feeling for years.

Harsh worked honestly. He helped generously. He trusted completely. Then the people he trusted most learned exactly how useful that was.

His diary is found on a wet bench by the Sabarmati Riverfront, and it tells the whole thing in order: a childhood betrayal, a silence inside his own family, and five years inside a corporate tower where smiles hid intentions nobody would ever say aloud.

This is not a story about revenge. It is about recognition — and the long, hard, necessary work of choosing yourself.

  • 31chapters
  • 228pages
  • AHDAhmedabad

From the pages

Five lines, before you decide.

I don't miss the people who betrayed me. I miss who I was before I trusted them.
Chapter Three
People don't betray you with shouting. They just stop standing beside you when the room gets cold.
Chapter Two
Kindness without boundaries is self-betrayal dressed up as virtue.
Chapter Twenty-Six
They didn't misunderstand you. They understood you perfectly. Compassion was just never part of the choice.
Chapter Two
Some people can only love you in the dark. The moment things began to change — their intentions didn't stay the same.
Chapter Four

Front and back.

Front cover: Shadows of Smiles, Trust No One, Betrayal Is Closer Than You Think
Back cover text of Shadows of Smiles

This is not a story about revenge; it is a story about understanding patterns, and learning that healing doesn't always come from forgiveness but often from distance. Shadows of Smiles is for anyone who has ever trusted deeply, stayed quiet for too long, and walked away not in anger but in self-respect.

Every character in it carries a truth many of us recognise — the need to belong, the fear of being replaced, the temptation to protect ourselves even at someone else's cost. The betrayals in this story are not dramatic twists; they are quiet shifts in behaviour, familiar enough to be overlooked, painful enough to be remembered.

If you find parts of yourself in these pages, know this: you are not alone, and you are not wrong for feeling deeply. Healing does not always look like closure. Sometimes it simply looks like choosing peace over explanation.

— Hiren Patel

  1. 01The Riverbank
  2. 02The River That Listens
  3. 03The Weight He Didn't Name
  4. 04Arjun's River
  5. 05The Empty Bench
  6. 06The Boy Who Shared Too Much
  7. 07The Knife from Family
  8. 08The Golden Years
  9. 09The Night They Didn't Invite Him
  10. 10The Silent Game
  11. 11The Promotion Trap
  12. 12The Empty Congratulations
  13. 13The Shade of the Tree
  14. 14The Power of Chosen Silence
  15. 15A Quiet Letter to the Shadows
  16. Sixteen chapters left. They are the ones that turn.

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Chapter One — The Riverbank

Ahmedabad was choking on its own breath that evening.

The city never truly stopped — it just slowed to a restless crawl. Horns screamed from the choked lanes of old Ahmedabad, auto rickshaws darted like furious yellow wasps. Dust and diesel fumes hung thick in the air, mixing with the sharp smell of frying fafda and the sweet burn of incense from a nearby temple.

I needed silence. Or at least the illusion of it.

I left the madness of Ashram Road and walked down to the Sabarmati Riverfront. The moment my feet hit the wide promenade, the noise dropped — not gone, just pushed back, like closing a door on a loud party. The air turned cooler here, carrying the clean, wet smell of river stone and the faint perfume of jasmine garlands from the old woman vendor sitting near the railing.

The sky had bruised into deep purple and fading saffron. Fairy lights along the bridge flickered to life, their reflections shivering on the dark river like broken promises.

And then I saw him.

He sat alone on a flat rock near the edge, away from the main crowd. Early thirties, maybe. Dark shirt, sleeves rolled up, shoulders tight like he was bracing for a punch that never quite landed. In his right hand he turned a small, smooth river stone — over and over, slow, mechanical, the only part of him that moved.

His eyes were locked on the water, but he wasn't seeing it. They were somewhere else — somewhere darker.

I almost kept walking. People come here to be alone. But something about the way he held that stone — like it was the last thing keeping him from drifting away — made me stop.

"You okay?"

His fingers paused on the stone — just for a second. Then they started turning again.

When he finally turned his head, his eyes met mine. Tired. Wary. Calm in the way only someone who has already lost too much can be calm.

"Do I look okay?" Voice low. Rough around the edges, like he hadn't used it much lately.

"No," I said honestly. "You look like someone carrying something heavy."

He gave a small, dry huff — not quite a laugh.

"Everyone carries something," he said. "Doesn't mean they want to talk about it."

We sat in silence for a while. The city lights grew brighter on the river. A group of college kids cycled past, laughing loud enough to make the moment feel even lonelier.

After a long beat, he spoke again — quieter.

"I used to think success was the answer. Climb high enough, smile wide enough, work hard enough… and the rest would fall into place." He rolled the stone once more. "Funny how the higher you climb, the thinner the air gets. And the smiles… they start feeling like masks you can't take off."

Then, almost too soft to hear over the river:

"Trust no one." A pause. "Betrayal is closer than you think."

He stood slowly, brushing dust from his jeans. The stone disappeared into his pocket like a secret he wasn't ready to share.

"If you're still here tomorrow night," he said without looking back, "maybe I'll tell you how it started."

And then he walked away — swallowed by the crowd and the fairy lights and the noise that never really stops.

I stayed on the rock a long time after he was gone, wondering what kind of slow undoing could make a man hold a stone like it was the only honest thing left in his life.

The rest runs for thirty more chapters.

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Five questions

Which shadow do you recognise?

Every office has the same four people in it. Answer honestly — nobody is watching.

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Hiren Patel

An engineer from PDEU, Gandhinagar, turned storyteller.

Shadows of Smiles draws on his observations of small-town dreams and big-city corporate battles — filtered through values, late-night teas, and the quiet wisdom of the river. He writes about the places where ambition meets betrayal, and where kindness is mistaken for weakness.

When he isn't writing, he reads, watches how people behave, and collects the stories people carry but never tell — believing firmly that every scar holds the seed of a story worth writing.

In every office, behind the hum of printers and the clink of coffee mugs, lies a battlefield of ambition. Friendships form over shared laughter, only to fracture under the weight of hidden agendas. From the preface

This book is not a sermon, advice, or philosophy. It is a call made while standing on the threshold of introspection, where questions echo louder than answers. It may not solve your problem, but it can tell you how to live with it — and you may find the patience and courage to sit back in hope until it resolves.

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